Well, that's just it, it's not... it's not all bad. If it was all bad then at least I could... I dunno, not talk about that stuff. But it's... also kind of nice?

[How does he even begin to explain this. He closes his eyes as he leans into Tsukiyama's touch while he thinks.]

...It's nice to feel something, even if it is something bad. It's nice that I can feel sorta normal, because I usually don't. And it's... I'm feeling something towards you, so no matter how awful the emotion is, it's okay.

[He laughs softly, running a hand down his face.]

Man, what the hell's happening to me? I've never been like this before. I guess meeting you has really changed me.